I’ve hated my looks for most of my life. I’ve been considered ugly all my life. I’ve never been called attractive by anyone who wasn’t a friend. I’ll never forget when a friend of mine thought I looked pretty, snapped a pic of me, and went silent when looking at it. When she showed me it was just a reminder of what I look like… how fucked up I look. How I’ll never meet the beauty standards. If I won the lotto, yes I’d invest it wisely, use the dividends of my income to save for my future family, retire my parents, and donate to those in need. I’d live modestly. Probably an apartment and such. But… I’d hope to be beautiful… gosh I would kill to look like some of the girls I see online on tv or just in real life. Maybe I’d be the friend who gets complimenting when we go out. Maybe people would be nicer… I know money doesn’t buy happiness, but.. idk. That’s what I’d do if I won the lottery.